To be Whole

Darling,

It is important to focus on yourself
Learn new knowledge
Be kinder
Honest to your heart
Makes mistakes
Wiser
A lil bit silly
Enjoy the tears
Laugh louder

Become a whole of yourself is the goal

 

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Lethargy

you were born weightless
you float among the stars.
and you watch these worlds within worlds:
died, and revived.
Over and over and I,
I am that hallowed chest you left behind,
across the oceans,
miles and miles of words and emptied hopes.
so I speed through the nights in silence,
anchoring your dreams, I keep them not to go-
not to you, I want them to stay.
with me, they are all what kept me from leaving,
to be among the stars.
To be with you.

Teuku Rifqy, 2017

Abouth Death

Apakah hidup selalu terang, bercahaya dan gemerlap?

Apakah betul kematian terasa gelap, sepi dan menyakitkan?

Tanpa sadar kita selalu membandingkan segala positif menjadi negatif.

Dan kita selalu takut akan sesuatu yang tidak kita ketahui.

Tentu saja, kematian menunggu hingga titik darah detik penghabisan dan dia akan menyapamu.

Apakah terasa hangat dan mendamaikan? Seperti kawan lama yang sudah lama tidak bersua?

Ah. Semua terasa membingungkan.

Aku harap, kawan, kematian menyapamu dengan senyumnya.

Segala sakit yang sesaat kamu derita hilang ditelan cahaya putih.

Dan segala sesuatu di muka bumi hanya milik Allah SWT yang akan kembali kepada-Nya.

Al fathihah.